Thank you for encouraging me and trying to love me well

Forgot i had these in my wallet.. just found them while i was looking through it.. its crazy to think we met a year ago June 14. I still have a hard time reconciling all the good memories and the bad. Some days i can only remember the good and others only the bad. I love you. I miss you. I really hope you’re doing well.

Soft Spirit

She has a soft spirit

When the fear begins to trickle in

As i brace for the impact of harsh words and disappointmenting looks

I begin to tip toe on the egg shells i place for myself

Like riding a bike, this change in step now carved into my chest

Tension, fear, regret

But I look back at her and shes sitting there

Did she even notice 

Didnt she see 

Shes quiet