You visit me in my dreams a lot. I wonder if I ever visit you in yours.
Home alone all day with a house full of alcohol and I didnt drink. Hella proud 💪🏼
So thankful for her 💕
Cant even find words to describe
its a weird week
a lot of strong lingering memories
a lot of strong new ones
i cant wrap my mind around the contrast
but something still doesnt seem to sit right
“we accept the love we think we deserve”
is that why?
i cant figure it out
slowly and carefully
carved into my heart
I tense waiting for the words,
the look that cuts through my soul
she’s quiet, she doesn’t respond
did she notice? did she see what I’d done?
I hear the egg shells crack,
the glass shatter,
the drop of blood hit the floor
her spirit is soft
she sees but…
she sees differently
Hoping to cushion the blow
How can I fix it?
What should I do?
“Just leave.” it says
“She’s better off with you anyway.”
“You can’t do anything right.”
“Just because she didn’t this time…”
I wait for the snap