I wait for the snap

slowly and carefully

carved into my heart

 

I tense waiting for the words,

the look that cuts through my soul

 

she’s quiet, she doesn’t respond

did she notice? did she see what I’d done?

 

I hear the egg shells crack,

the glass shatter,

the drop of blood hit the floor

 

nothing

 

her spirit is soft

she sees but…

she sees differently

 

“I’m sorry.”

Hoping to cushion the blow

How can I fix it?

What should I do?

 

“Just leave.” it says

“She’s better off with you anyway.”

“You can’t do anything right.”

“Just because she didn’t this time…”

 

I wait for the snap

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s