First realy job interview today. Im excited and nervous! At least its cold so dressy clothes are a lil more comfortable..
I cant prep for every question i might get asked. It makes me not want to prep at all.
I think thats part of my anxiety. When the even seems to big to prepare everything for, i just shut down and dont want to at all.
Like w her leaving…
Iv replayed the moment a few times.. but its hard..
Iv decided to change the way I look at that moment, though.
Instead of it being a goodbye, its see ya later. Maybe not for months, but God willing i will see her again and ill definitely talk to her while shes gone.
So really its the hug. That hug thats gunna have to hold me over for quite a while… she hugs me more than anyone even though she doesnt really like hugs.
I love hugs. I love her hugs 🤗💕