Some days are easier…
Start tearing up a lot when im alone in my car.. but i have to remember i cant look like iv been crying when i get to work or get home..
Sometimes its cuz im mad at myself, sometimes it cuz im mad at God..
Sometimes my heart just hurts.
Sometimes its remembering dreams, sometimes its wanting to talk to people when i cant..
Sometimes its thinking about him, sometimes its wishing i didnt have that problem, or at least wishing i knew why..
Sometimes its cuz iv been having trouble sleeping and im just tired.
Sometimes its cuz something reminds me of her, sometimes its cuz something reminds me of what happened..
Some days are easier than today.