young to old, confused, alone?

She was young, confused, alone.

She liked him, or at least she thought she did…

He was cute, hidden behind his curly hair…his charming smile….

On those rare occasions that he would acknowledge her, she felt…something.

She felt special. But she would never be special to him…

She liked him, or at least she thought she did…

She couldn’t like her, or at least she thought she couldn’t…

She was beautiful, playing with her long brown hair…her diamond earrings…

When she talked, the world stood still and she listened…

She was captivated.

She couldn’t like her, though, or at least she thought she couldn’t…

She is older, confused, alone.

She liked him. She knew this time.

He cared for her. So sweet, so kind.

But when change came, she had to leave him behind.

He fought for her. But she could never love him.

She never really liked him at all.

He came and went.

But he was there for her…for a time…

She needed someone there…

There were more like them, here and there…

But everything changed...

She is older, confused, but not alone.

She liked her. She liked her a lot.

Melting at every smile…every touch…

She couldn’t like her though, and she knew that…

She fell, and she fell hard. She hit the ground.

She loved her.

…or at least she thought…

But she can’t love her…

Right?

She loves her. Always will.

One day she hopes to love a him the way she loves her.

God has a plan.

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